My mini vacation is over...

So my mini vacation of work is officially over. It started from Christmas eve to today, and I go back tomorrow! blaaahhhh I wish I did more! I think it went by too quickly! SUCKS! Oh well. Well the year is coming to an end guys! How quick did that go?! Like seriously, last year around this time I remember packing all my things from my apartment and moving it all back home. It was so hectic! Because imagine from moving to an apartment as big as my house and then moving back to a tiny room!! Like I seriously had so much boxes of clothes, I had furniture, house appliances, pots & pans, and just a whole bunch of crap that is SO NOT necessary for one tiny room that is just a little bigger than my queen size bed! GOODNESS GRACIOUS. I also had to decide what crap I didn't need anymore etc. I remember spending my New Years moving back home! How exciting! Hopefully this New Years is better. I want to go to this one party, but I absolutely have nothing to wear. Like seriously. I tried finding something yesterday at Stonestown, but that was a big FAIL. I ended up spending hecka money on everyday clothes and one shirt for work. LOL I guess I have tomorrow to find something after work since I'm working all day on Thursday. If not, I don't know what to do! I should go to sleep soon. I've been sleeping later and later everyday, since I had a good five days off.

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Christmas Day!

Around 1am we had dinner? i guess you would call that, at Panda's house with his mom and dad. It was nice. I haven't had an actual sit-down-at-the-table with family since probably at my babysitter's house, which was nearly 10yrs ago, literally. But it was nice. Later on in the evening, his relatives had their Christmas party in Richmond. Really, really nice house and nice area. I wouldn't mind moving there. Hehe. The party was cool. Not as active and loud as my relatives' parties but it was still cool and relaxing. Well Christmas Day is actually officially over. I kinda miss it already=[. But I guess I'll be enjoying the Christmas lights for another good couple of days or so. I'm excited to go shopping tomorrow because I need to go shopping! It's been so long since I have shopped for myself=[. MAC's new collection is coming out tomorrow, so I guess I'll be going to Macy's tomorrow to check it out. There's no way I'm going to drive all the way to Sunvalley by myself.

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Christmas Ever

Hiii! So yesterday was Christmas eve and my family always celebrates Christmas on eve. I had to open and close yesterday. And let me tell you, it was crazy busy! MAN. Anyways after work I was EXHAUSTED and just wanted to stay home & get some rest. I haven't been getting a lot of sleep this whole week, but because I have been working earlier than usual. But yeah, after work I got ready, waited for Panda to come home and we opened our mini presents. lol. I guess we just like giving presents? So after that we headed to my cousin's house in Fremont. Such a nice house. It was fun. We got there a little late, but hey, it's better late than never! Hehe. So when we got there they were playing kids games and then freeze dance lol. Then the adults had a little fun in it and played freeze dance. My mama won and it was a starbucks gift card. Lucky me! Because she doesn't go there but I LIVE there. A little later the power went off because some drunk person decided to hit the power pole and all the electricity in that few blocks was all out! But that didn't stop us from partying. They continued to play white elephant in the dark, with candles and I think they had emergency lights there because there were still some lights on. But watching family have fun together was a grateful experience and it's nice to see things that only happens during holidays. Which is the whole meaning. So despite the crazy day at work, at the end it just erases everything and I rather look at the positive things in life=]
Well until next time. Have a very Merry Christmas! And if you don't celebrate Christmas, Happy Holidays!

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Monday! Long week ahead...

I have a migraine!! Go away PLEASE... thanx. Today was super busy at work, and now I'm tired. I went to Macy's today and finally purchased something other than MAC. Just foundation from Clinic, just to try something new. Plus its like $8 cheaper than MAC.




This was done yesterday, a pinkish smokey color. I wasn't planning on wearing any make up yesterday since it was Sunday and were just gonna go to Panda's basketball game, but he said I needed to wear make up=[ I'm just kidding, BUT he did say that just said it wrong. lol

By far, one of my favorite looks. It's like bright, but not so heavy=] in my opinion.


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December 11th is the NEW Christmas Day, if you didn't know that=]

I actually surprised him. I first gave him the iHome and hid DJ Hero. After he gave me my presents then I surprised him with his second present! =]

He wrapped my present very well! Kudos to him=]

That's it for now! Hope everyone has a great Christmas!
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It's Almost Christmas!

I'm officially broke. I bought three peoples' present and that was my whole savings for my NYC trip, my paycheck and more! What a trip. Luckily I bought it all within two days. I pretty much researched and listed everything I was going to get and where to get it. That way I don't have to deal with the crowd as much and I can get in n out. I already gave the three people their presents because I couldn't wait!! I got my Panda DJ Hero and an iHome, Chio a digital camera, and Foxy a Coach purse. I guess Christmas came early this year, again=]. But Panda and I decided to get each other another small present that we can traditionally open on Christmas. Although last year we did open it early, only because I knew what he was getting me and I really wanted it NOW. I was going to post the pictures up of us receiving our presents, but my brother has my camera. Nothing else happened that was really exciting or anything to write about with the exception of negative things happening here and there. WHICH I DO NOT want to remind myself about so therefore I will not talk about it. It's just going to go in the closet of Erased Memory. But anyways, I guess I will be back later today to post those pictures!
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RIP Kitty

Respiratory Infection-My Experience

Man oh man oh man! I HATED this feeling, with a PASSION! Okay, so if you do not know what that is ( I didn't either until I googled it).

Acute upper respiratory tract infections include rhino-sinusitis (Common cold), sinusitis, pharyngitis/tonsillitis, ear infection, laryngitis and sometimes bronchitis. Symptoms of URTI's commonly include cough, sore throat, runny nose, blocked nose, phlegm, headache, fever, facial pressure, extreme sensibility to cold and warm weather and sneezing. Onset of the symptoms usually begins after 1-3 days after exposure to a microbial pathogen, most commonly a virus. The duration of the symptoms is typically 7 to 10 days but may persist longer." [source from Wikipedia.com]

So it all started the day prior to my state board test. I developed this HORRIBLE cough that I thought was my asthma. So I constantly used my inhaler, perhaps too much because I started shaking. So the following day, right after my test, I started to feel a sore throat, and my energy felt like it was decreasing as the time went by. Later that day, Panda and I went to his basketball game, and as I sat at the bleachers, I was thinking to myself, man, I seriously DO NOT feel good. I was feeling so horrible that he had to drive us back home, instead of me after his game. When I got home, I felt like the temperature was like negative 10 degrees, and I had literally five blankets on me, and I was still freezing and shivering!! I definitely knew by then that I was getting sick. And guess what, work was all I can think about during this whole time. But anyway, I took nyquil and knocked out. I called in sick, which was a Monday and my Panda got sick as well. I supposedly recovered approximately within 3 days . That Saturday, I was at Panda's house in the city and I felt great in the morning. Around 4pm, my body started to ache and I felt my body energy slowly decrease as time went by. By the time Panda got home I was wrapped in the blankets he had and shivering. We were supposed to go watch the fight at a friend's house, but there was no way in hell would I get out! A little later I started to vomit, I was vomiting so much that all the food I ate that day was gone and it was just saliva, and it hurt so bad! After this I knew I had to go home, because I'm most comfortable in my own bed, in my own sheets, in my own blankets with my Ngeh Ngeh. On Sunday, I didn't even eat, talk, move, stay awake, or anything, except to go to the bathroom. Only because it took so much energy out of me to even do anything! I just took nyquil and knocked out all day, maybe watch tv here and there. Monday I had to work and I FORCED myself to get up and shower. And LET ME TELL YOU, showering was the most I have done in days. I cried the whole time I was showering because I was in so much pain. I got out and I was still crying. By that time I had a sore throat and I lost my voice, in addition to coughing and vomiting. I HAD to call in sick because there was no way I was able to work and I called Kaiser to schedule an appointment, because this is not the common flu. When I saw the doctor the medical assistant took my blood pressure and it was 92/79. VERY ABNORMAL, my temperature was 100.3 and I lost approximately 10 lb. But she thinks its more because I was wearing really baggy sweats and a really big hoodie. The doctor saw me and told me it was a respiratory infection and he prescribed me antibiotics to take for a week, and gave me a doctor's note. From that day till Wednesday Night I have not eaten, spoken to anyone, stayed awake for more than an hour, smiled etc. On Tuesday, I started to feel a little better, still weak, but better. I woke up and the first thing I saw was my Panda, smiling straight at me, and that just made my day. Because I know he has stuck around with me since Saturday and gave me everything I needed/wanted. How great is he?! I can still see his face with his smile. He was SO happy that I started to move again, and to finally talk because it didn't take so much energy from me to do so. My last couple of symptoms was this terrible cough. It was the worst cough I ever had! I would cough so bad it lasted like a minute per cough were it would continue and continue and blood would come out. It would be constantly throughout the day and it hurt like crazy when I coughed to and it would happen at night to when I'm trying to sleep.

So my first day that I actually saw sunlight, actually got up, actually got ready all by myself, did everything myself was Thursday. The first day I ate since Saturday, so five days of not eating. I lost a total of 15 lb.(but gained some of it back now that I'm better) I was still coughing, had a sore throat, and lost my voice by then, but man oh man was it great to finally be out and about! I was extremely happy that day like no other. But anyway, to describe this illness, this feeling, this horrible piece of crap that sickened me for TWO whole frickin' weeks is having the flu, the cold, sore throat, vomiting, no energy, lack of appetite, sore muscles, shivers, not being able to talk, and everything in between! no lie.

PS The first day I got to work, I got written up for calling in sick with a doctor's note. Can you believe that?! Sounds like BS to me.

Random Pictures!

Okay, so this is really nasty and I NEVER had this happened to me before, so I HAD to take a picture of it! My nose started bleeding out of nowhere, literally. Actually I take that back. I have been blowing my nose all day because of my allergies and then I blew it again, and blood came out. So I tilted my head down and held my nose with a tissue. After a while, I felt my nose feeling really clogged and felt the blood going down my throat. So I pulled down the tissue slowly to see if it stopped bleeding. To my surprise I felt this big, sluggish-like blood clot slowly go down my nose. Is this TMI or WHAT?! hehe. This was NOT my only one. After blood continued to come out, I did the same process of holding my nose. AGAIN did it continue with this big sluggish-like blood clot. But anyways I thought it was seriously weird and it felt really hard, but soft at the same time. Sort of the feeling of-old jello?

Look at my turkey drawing! Isn't it hella cute?! LOL. I have a dry erase board in my room thats hung with all my work times and important dates written on it. Hmmm can you guess what holiday the turkey was for?! tehehe =]

It's only WEDNESDAY?!

Here's a little excitement for ya




This is my dad during Thanksgiving 2009. Enjoy!

December 8, 2009

I hate when I'm trying to sleep and it's freakin' 7 in the morning and all I hear is chatter, like there is no such thing as "inside voices" or "people-are-sleeping-so-we-shouldn't-talk-as-loud voices". On top of that my mom decides to vacuum right when my dad leaves and its only 7:30AM. I think that's what finally did it. I banged on the wall and had a short tantrum and threw shit everywhere because I was so freakin' tired and sleepy. On top of that I went to bed around 3am and had work later that day. I set my alarm at 9:38am to wake up earlier than usual because I was supposed to go to school to add my english class physically since the internet cannot recognize that I already done the prerequisites to take the class. So I just ignored my alarm and woke up an hour later(how typical of me, right?) and got ready for my day.

-PandaLove0715.<3>

PS Customers told me it was actually snowing today and yesterday, which I missed. BUMMER. Hopefully when I go to NYC, I enjoy it enough and decide to go back during Christmas time. Then I'll finally get the experience of snow. =]